| Date: | 2006-10-21 15:56 |
| Subject: | Happy diwali |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | cheerful |

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| Date: | 2006-07-22 12:41 |
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| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | blank |
Got a new fish bowl today as the old one broke today morning while cleaning. Those guys might be happy, new big house.. colorful stones..yaahhyaaayy. Got two new friends for them, small ones. The tank seems to be a bit bigger but its ok,they are happy with lot of space , big world and new friends.
We were discussing wht they will be thinking of their new house and how do they feel.
Happy Life!!!!
Taken one photo - Top view- I dint like this photo much. Now I m not in a mood to take photo. Anyway I've taken one.

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| Date: | 2005-09-16 17:37 |
| Subject: | Week end |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | calm | | Music: | Junior Junior ....Idi kadha kaadu |
Complete training next week. Same tensions from home. Dont know whats going to happen.
Week end plans - Dont feel Like going to Mysore. Hope it will cancel. But if it there i have to go I'm commited. hmmmmmm
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| Date: | 2005-09-13 08:54 |
| Subject: | I am scared |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | scared | | Music: | Hanuman Chalisa |
| How You Are In Love |  You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
You tend to take more than give in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance. |
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| Date: | 2005-09-10 13:09 |
| Subject: | Saturday boring |
| Security: | Public |
| Music: | Priya Priya Champoddey Jeans |
Came to office to do some work. Got the pictures of some cartoons. Printer is not working sooo stupid....
Will go to shopping today. I dont want to spend much money....
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| Date: | 2005-09-09 08:33 |
| Subject: | Good morning |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | okay | | Music: | Hanuman Chaalisa - M.S. Rama Rao |
I came to office just now. Came too early today. Dint have breakfast and not feeling like.....
No meetings,no conn calls today... weekend mood.. My phone is not working,Should call them at 10 clock. I should also collect my food coupons.
Lot of changes in life since the begining of this year.Want to write here all those one day... Not now people are coming. Have a nice day baby;)
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 People see you as someone full of self pity. Take it from me, you must never feel sorry for your self because things can always get worse. And if you're a poser you have to learn that in the real world self pity will get you no where fast! So all posers need to stop complaining and just deal with it like the rest of us or shoot themselves and get it over with! The few who are not posers but merely full of self pity, you need to pick yourself up or get on some Zoloft.
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I am not going to leave today..
This is most single DAMN entry,becauses of many reasons -->my
browser closed suddenly may be of pressing wrong button,internet
getting pissed of sometimes,exiting because of people and other reasons.
Nothing is changing.I am mad,just disappointed.Life is going on same ,like a movie keeping pressed the replay button.
I seem to be so immature depressed ,depresses for no reason.:Depressed
but getting nowhere.Everyone,I mean everyone thinks I'm stupid.
I realize life is going to pass me by anyways:
Ready or
not, some day it will all come to an end. There will be no more
sunrises, no days, no hours or minutes. All the things you collected,
whether treasured or forgotten,will pass to someone else.
Your wealth, fame and temporal power will shrivel to irrelevance. It will not matter what you owned or what you were owed.
Your grudges, resentments, frustrations, and jealousies will finally disappear.
So,
too, your hopes, ambitions, plans, and to-do lists will all expire. The
wins and losses that once seemed so important will fade away.
It won't matter where you came from, or on what side of the tracks you lived.
It won't matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant. Your gender, skin color, ethnicity will be irrelevant.
So what will matter? How will the value of your days be measured?
What will matter is not what you bought, but what you built; not what you got, but what you gave.
What will matter is not your success, but your significance.
What will matter is not what you learned, but what you taught.
What
will matter is every act of integrity, compassion, courage and
sacrifice that enriched, empowered or encouraged others to emulate your
example.
What will matter is not your competence, but your character.
What will matter is not how many people you knew, but how many will feel a lasting loss when you're gone.
What will matter is not your memories, but the memories of those who loved you.
What will matter is how long you will be remembered, by whom and for what.
Living a life that matters doesn't happen by accident.
It's not a matter of circumstance but of choice.
Ha, this reminds me of
times when i sit before computer for hours and not knowing what to
write becuase my boring life is just so boring.How long this is going
to be?Will there be any change?
I'm gonna go and cry now :((
Even though I never do wrong,but i get held responsible for the whole thing.What is the point? Perhaps no one likes me.
Sometimes i feel parents are worse.They think they know everything,and
refuse to be wrong but most importantly they are not fair.Just because
they are the boss,they can't take advantage of that.Just because they
can control what is going on,they still have to be fair with
their judgements or atleast be reasonable.
I dont understand this
world and I'm sure things world doesnt understand me.I feel so out of
place.I can't do anything.I am not saying i am right and everyone is
mean except.I dont know what to do.
Things are not going in my way,they are terribily wrong.
My
mind messed up I cant think straightly.I think i changed the font color
thrice first ti was black,then blue,then green and now this ans same
with font size too.I dont know why i have done like this.
I lost my mind.
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What Kind of Girl Are You?
You are a New Age Girl! You're bright, opinionated, and dedicated to changing the world. Even if it's one hybrid car at a time, you do you part to make things better. In fact, you may be so busy with your causes that you have little time for love. Take an extra yoga class or two, and you just might meet New Age Guy!
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All alone.....
walking through the abyss of the sea,
looking,
waiting....
When will I ever see you again?
It has been three months now,
and my heart hasn't
stopped loving u.
I know we are over,
but still I can't let go.
I can't let go off all your memories...
your laughter that filled my heart
with so much joy,
joy that I never felt
when?
when will i ever see u
again?
when?
when will my heart stop loving you?
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| Date: | 2005-04-22 12:51 |
| Subject: | From my Diary |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | thankful |
Hang on girl.Be patient.If you want things to happen to you open up your mind.Notice people around you.Start learning things.Start doing things you have never done before.Start travelling.Get in control of things.
At your age most people think of the same things.A nice job,a good life,someone to love,independence,...etc.Theres nothing wrong with you.
The best way of learning to do something is to start doing it rightaway.If you want to be more uninhibited start being so rightaway!You may appear queer for the first few days but you ll get over it.
So there...way to go girl.You want to be smart....start being smart in everything you do.And dont be afraid to listen and learn. mlavu
These words in my diary really cheered me up.I know HarryPotter would never come in real but WORDS are more powerful ,they can heal.They offer us hope and devastation.
I thank a lot to anonymous friend...
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Arrived there by 6:30 in the morning after 6 hours of journey.
Well-cleaned railway station, neat and wide roads, went to
devasthanam guest house by 7 o clock,Refreshed and reached to temple in
just five min by walk.
There initiated looting us by the name of God. We were surrounded by a
crowd of people with lot of packets containing coconuts,leaves,flowers
etc etc.Finally we were forced to buy a packet worth Rs50/-
containing one coconut , few leaves (Bilva patraalu- admired by Lord
Shiva) , three kind of flowers among which one was lily (the other two
i have never seen them) loved ones by Lord as said by the people
there.
Then got a ticket for Rs 250 /-,Rahu Ketu pooja ,and again a small
packet of flowers of Rs 20 ,which contained again few bilva patraalu
and few petals of pink lotus flower. Pooja was started exactly by
9 o clock in Raahu kaalam continued for half an hour,directions were
given by the poojari in two languages telugu and tamil,more than 50% of
the dities performing pooja were tamilians.Beside me were two tamilian
girls,black beauties with long hair.Two small snakes one
with single head and other with four heads ( Rahu and Ketu ) (size -
2inches) made of silver were given to carry through the pooja and all
these were put in Hundi of the main temple.Pooja, darsanam
everything was finished by 1 o clock.Thought of doing some shopping
there but everyone was tired by that time. :(
There was a small saying in telugu 'yatra ki velthey paatra konaali'........But no time as we were supposed to leave by 5 o clock..
So i bought only two toys for me { and no paatra for my mom :( }
A small yellow color duck and a kangaroo along with its baby. :D

Feeling much sleepy .....
OK few Tamil words before going to sleep.
Nan
nallaa irukeanga, neenga peadi irukeinga? --- > I m fine how about u ?
Purunchuthungala? --> Understood
few more later .. now zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
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| Date: | 2005-04-13 11:55 |
| Subject: | eee daaaw.... |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | silly | | Music: | Mallewari vey Madhurapsarasavoo ..Yuvesena -for jangri |
Pics of little chap taken on his first birthday with my webcam,.his lot of expressive faces
   
Watches tv a lot,his fav channel is POGO, best loved ones - boobah,tele-tubbies,Noddy,Mr.Thomas, and above all which i too love to watch is The gang ..of Baby Loonely Tunes. Buggs bunny,Tweety,Tazz ,the most cute and garrulous Daffy in diapers.
His dialogues ... eeee daaaw ( while jumping),ameee ( calls everyone) ,ey (utters many times while listening).
His actions ... blinks eyes (eyes),lifts nose as if sneezing (nose),moves hands left and right (excercise),jumps (legs),holds 2 hands together and bows a little (praying,faking & hacking us),does all this ..gives a broad smile turning towards us, kingly,for everyones apprecitation.
Plays a lot with me,when his mom leaves here with me. and he very fond of computer too....want to catch the blue light of oopher and likes to sit on revolving chair.
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| Date: | 2005-04-12 22:52 |
| Subject: | First entry |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | lonely | | Music: | Nothing |
Feeling lonely....
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